Sounds like you should sign up to our current three month challenge (it is just starting). Encouragement at your finger tips...and the price is right - it's free! The Challenge will keep you motivated - specially the weekly weigh ins (you can choice your own day) and accountable.
Being overweight is such an isolating thing - and trying to lose seems sometimes it is like its you against the world! But it doesn't have to be that way. Here is a place of like minded people; tackling the same problems that you are having. You don't have to reinvent the wheel...you can find helpful suggestions to make your journey better.
There is a whole multi-million dollar (maybe even in the billions!) weight loss industry out that is trying to sell you the weight loss solution - for a price! Many people have come to believe the only way to have success is by parting with lots of money. I'm here to tell you that it is a lie. You don't have to pay any serious money to have success. There is a price to pay but that price has nothing to do with your pocket. It will cost you the one thing that most people aren't prepared to give...willingness to change your lifestyle.
I never joined a gym. I never consulted a nutritionist. I never hired a personal trainer. I never order specially prepared foods or replacement meal shakes. I never bought a diet book or joined a diet plan. I never saw a consultant at weight loss support clinic. I never underwent drastic expensive surgery to reduce my food intake. I never took diet pills or dubious herbs or vitamins. None of these things at all...yet I was able to lose 87kg in 60 weeks and keep it off for over two years (and still counting). It is not about affordability...it is about willingness to change. If you are willing to change - you will find a way.