So far, Tara's not showing September whose boss, so far September is walking all over Tara and spitting on her
I don't wanna write this down but then how am i gonna get back on track?
So yesterday all good till i get home then i consumed the following:
handfull of frozen peas, a piece of choc cherry torte and 2 mini hamburgers plus 2 extra beef patties (in my defence they were small) plus another slice of choc cherry torte (sam cut it for me i couldn't say no...excuses excuses)
And to make it worse i didn't go to the gym
As for today,
Breakfast: creamy honey oats
snack: hot choc and banana (shouldn't have had both but got so tired of what i was doing i needed to do something to wakle me up)
lunch: toasted sandwhich (half a serve of veg but only half becasue those packets of steamed veg you can buy are the most disgusting thing i have ever eaten, definately not havin it tomorrow) and a crunchie
I feel crappy because of how i am eating and need to get it together! I don't understand why i can't get focused again. I don't understand why i seem to be letting myself fall into bad habits. I am lucky in the fact that i am not putting on i am just hovering where i am but that won't be the case for long, if i could get back into it i could lose pretty quickly.
This evening there is a cycle class at 7:30 - i am to go to the gym at 7pm, if i don't go then i will cancel my shopping trip with mum this saturday. I was going shopping to buy new clothes but there is no point in getting new clothes if i can't behave myself.
COME ON TARA! DON'T MAKE ME YELL PROFANITIES AT YOU!