Struggling. No Failing.
Got the job, in the process of packing and moving - and eating TERRIBLY!!
Am facing possibly 2 months of couch surfing once I get to Adelaide while I find somewhere to live so that is just going to add to things. Ive stopped counting calories, ive stopped weighing in, ive stopped telling myself no. This will only end in tears, and it is no ones fault but my own. I know everything I eat and drink I will have to work off once I get settled again, but I just cant seem to get the motivation to do things the right way, and dont have the skills to do this while life is in turmoil.... Am contemplating doing lite'n'easy when I get over there but that does not help me right now. Ugh. I am so jealous of those people who find healthy eating and extreme excercise such a simple part of living!!!
Excited about the future away from this hole of a town, but also wondering how I will go when I have friends, family and a social life again.... and gym memberships are so expensive in the city!!!!!