Thanks for all your supports and the experience you shared with me.
I've trying to get rid off those extras that since I don't know when. But, this time, I can see that I am getting really into it.
As I've mentioned, I have been taking Admin Censored, which helps me greatly! Then, I also go for Pilates twice a week, and it makes me feel that I am getting stronger and better ( nothing much is losing weight, just help to scrupture the body), and i've just got myself a cross trainer, and I've been working on it 1-2 times each day fro 15-20 minutes.
Most of all, He start saying that he can see my changes! For me, I finally get to wear tight top without feeling so ugly for so long. And, as anyone would do, I like that, and it makes me keep working harder!
I've been trying on clothings that I'been putting in the 'cold room' for a while, and they are looking 'getting there' !
So far, I've been pretty happy with myself, although I do cheat sometimes by eating ice-cream, cakes. Well, I also noticed that I've been checking out the calaries of food that's on the table or pantry. For me, I seriously think that I am getting smarter and healthier!
Lastly, I just want to say that I LIKE IT!
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I am trying to lose weight badly, as I wanted to be healthy and feel good, sexy and I just want to be in control again. I want to be in control of my life and off course my body, and the way I look!