Hi everyone, I am here because I have been overweight ALL of my 46 years! Enough is enough. I am going to be as honest as I can, and I will welcome any help, guidance and assistance. I KNOW losing weight is a battle. I have struggled with it ALL my life. I have been on every imaginable diet, most with success, however none with long term results. I now know it is ME! There is something in me that desperately wants to be thinner (no skinny anymore), but for some reason, the moment I start to look good (or better) off I go and back to the old me I go.
I turned 46 a couple of weeks ago, I know I dont look my age, but I "feel" twice my age. Last year for the first time, my doctor called me "morbidly obese"...what did I do??? I ate more!
I have made a pledge to myself, and now to everyone who reads this, that I want to be at least 30kgs lighter come my 47th birthday. I want to feel more comfortable in myself come this summer...I hid away and covered myself up last year and I wont have it again!
I know I have it in me to be a sexy woman. I am in a relationship, but my weight holds me back! My man has started to say things such as calling me "fat" which he never had before...even though he says it in a way not intended to hurt me, but it does. I bloody well KNOW I'm fat...help me!!!
I have a voice inside me begging....I have a little image in my mind of me looking good in a bathing suit...I have a lot of wishes and desires, the main one at the moment is getting started and sticking to it, and achieving minor goals each month...with a major goal in sight, come my 47th birthday.
I dont want to do this alone...so I call on you all