I am once again on another "Journey" to a better, healthier me. I used to be a Member here, I was formally known as "Zojo", however I left here whilst in the early stages of Pregnacy, to have my 3rd Child. I had a DD who is now almost 1 y.o..damn time goes by so quickly, as does adding extra kgs when there's never enough time in the day to workout.
Currently, I am at the heaviest I've ever, ever been (99 kgs)..and it is soooo embarrassing and humiliating and I feel down right disgusting. I feel like I'm an embarrassment to my Husband who is a Manager of a business (I should at least look respectable for him & his workplace because I am his wife..but I don't), I feel like I'm an embarrassment to my small children, 1 of whom is in Reception at School, and the other whom is beginning Kindy. I even feel too ashamed to attend my 11.5 m.o DD's Baby group..I am ashamed to be ME.
So today I begin this journey for the 2nd time in as many years..I know I can do it, as I lost almost 20 kgs back in 2007..with a lot of hard work of course, but NOW, I'm even heavier than when I started out back then..so I really have my work cut out for me this time.
I welcome any advice, feedback and any extra tips that you all might have..I am here Guy's, and I'm in it for the long haul.