Not happy with my self at the moment, I weigh 125kg/5"6, I look terrible and feel worse. I have a baby 8mth old whom I am still breasrfeeding so I know I will have to make wise food choices to lose weight. I also have 3 other children, I know that if I lose the weight I will be a better mum. Currently I feel tired almost always, it is hard to do what is necessary let along spend quality time with my kids. Most of the time I am grumpy and pissed off with myself. Today I am starting a new day, which means for the 1st time in a few weeks my breakfast & lunch wont be straight sugar in any form I can get it. Yesterday was 2 choc jam donuts before 10am, it is really disgusting but I have to be truthful for this to work.
I supose I am here hopeing for the best, some place where I am accountable.
Thanks for listening to my pain.