Hi Miserable, Welcome to the Team!
From the little bits you've released to us, it sounds like you've really had a rough time. We're here to help you so feel free to post your daily thoughts. Just by sharing your thoughts with us will help you unload emotional baggage and make you more able to lose weight.
Sending out prayers for you, your son and step daughter after going through all of those traumatic experiences.
We'll be with you every step of your weight loss journey