Ok so I changed my name from Miserable to Survivor. Fits actually, the car accident I mentioned was when I was putting my then 3 year old in car seat he jumped into front and knocked car out of park. I was dragged 3 metres by car then through a brick wall then dragged about 2 more before it through me off, kept going my son was thrown around car went cross the road and thru a mailbox into a house (the driveway we fell down was my ex's and its really steep). I was in high dependancy for a while and am still healing but apart from crush injuries and a severe burn from bustline to below belly I only pulled muscles NO breaks and my son was the true survivor had the brains to grab the drivers headrest as he was thrown thru and held on. No injuries. We both were diagnosed with PTS (post traumatic stress) Which has prolonged us getting better fully. BUT we are surviving. So this name well and truly suits!~.
Thank you for making me feel I can do this
Love Survivor