Welcome to the forum. I read your intro with great interest. I totally understand the heartbreak that comes with realising you are the one who is holding yourself back from becoming a mother - it's hard.
Just know you have my support 100% and I know you can do this - before you know it will be holding a baby in your arms and realising that it has all been worth it. Keep us up to date with your progress.
First mini goal is to reach 110kgs - achieved November 2011
Second mini Goal is to reach 105kgs -