Since I was young, i always was "the fat girl" It was just something I dealt with, put to the back of my mind. I guess i felt worthless and that i deserved to be. But 5 years ago I met my partner, he loved me for who i am, and dosen't force me to do anything i don't want to do, especially dieting. I have done many, from cabbage soup to the dukan diet.
It has come to the time when we are wanting to have a baby together, however I haven't had my period for upwards of 4 years. i have been to the doctor, and there was a large benign cyst on my fallopian tube which was removed 2 weeks ago. my reproductive system is apparently fine, no problems. But I have a feeling that the whole reason is due to my weight (131.8kgs)
I really want to get to a healthy weight, for our future and myself. i am just not sure how to go about this. i am thinking eating
VERY healthy and walking with my dog every morning. This really has to be it, the success. I am 21 years old, and tired of feeling embarassed to be out in public. I want to live.