Hi everyone, I have visited the site a couple of times before and have finally become a member.
I have had a pretty bad image of myself for as long as I remember and it has been the reason I have missed out on a lot of things in my life because of it. It has stopped me from having friends, going out and having a good time, wearing the clothes that I like and most sadly enjoying things like going to the pool with my two beautiful kids.
I am pretty angry with my self for letting food rule my life. I am angry with myself for putting my self on every single diet and weightloss program there is and spending money to try to eat less. When I stop to thing about it I can't believe how much of my life I wasted thinking about it when I could have been focusing on other things.
I have been reading peoples post and am so proud of people that have lost close to fifty kilos and then I resent myself again for not been able to loose the small amount of weight that I have wanted to loose since primary school.
I am now 33 and weigh about 74 kilos. I want to go to 60. I want to stop the binge eating I have recently started. I want to eat when I am hungry. I want to stop when I am full. I want to stop making excuses about not finding the time to exercise. I want to be happy.
I need to do something about this today. I need your help, motivation and support.
Sorry about the long and depressing post but I needed to get it out. I almost feel better and ready to start!!!!!!
Hope to talk to you soon