Well here I am back again bigger and fatter than ever.............its just a merry go round that I struggle to get off, I can't say I promise this will be the last time for me and I will do... but I am going to try..........basically I see it as lose weight or die I remember when I was nearly 50 I wanted to be fabulous at 50 now 60 looms in 11 months and I want to be sexy and 60 but I want to be slender and sixty I don't want to be thin.. thin is not me but I need to this weight off so I can lead a longer and more active life and enjoy life more.I am EXTREMELY embarrassed about my weight.........I am 5ft 2inches and weigh 115 kilos there you are I have said I have not shared that with anyone else before well thats one monkey off my back now to get rid of the elephant out of my tummy..................I am an emotional eater......life has dealt me some tough cards but hey I know I am not alone there......but today I hope to make the move forward and start to shift this weight. I am married to Andy and we have five children between us and five grandchildren...........as a family we are quite dysfunctional, his kids don't speak I don't speak to one of his kids............mine are spread around Australia....but still give me grief and they are all in their 30's, but my Andy loves me despite my ever increasing girth. We have two great danes called Canny & Catie and I still work full time as an Office Manager with Coles in Adelaide, Andy lost his job so has been forced into early retirement so he is my house husband while I still work, I love my job and I love the people I work with thankfully. we have just purchased a caravan camper and I love going away at the weekend and relaxing, also very sick of squeezing around it being careful not to knock anything..............so its onwards and upwards from today
Chocolate I shall miss you dearly........Chardonnay I shall miss you even more
But my toe nails I would love to be able to reach you and cut you.
I am going to need help so will be on daily to brag