Welcome to the forum! Sounds like you have a great plan worked out there, for both the food and excercise. I agree, it gets harder and harder to work up the motivation after each "failure" (read: "learning experience"!!). I think the more failures you have had, the more likely you are to succeed this time, because you have learnt all the ways how not
to lose weight successfully
Good luck with it! See you around
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