hi there, welcome to the forum. I have recently joined too, and I totally understand what you mean about being a little scared of losing the weight, I'm not sure why we're scared though?
anyway, this forum has made me feel really confident in my decision to lose weight, because of the support it offers. So I hope you can get all the support you need too, and can lose all those extra kg's!
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