i too am 22 and weigh around 88/89.
I struggle with motivation, but have already seen a change since i joined this forum
It is the best thing that has happened to me weightloss wise.
I can already tell that I am going to succeed this time because of the great people here and awesome topics and challenges.
For example, i barely drink water, if i am lucky i drink maybe 375ml a day. But today, i drank 1.5L and i have these forums to thank. They motivated me and the people motivated me to complete my daily pledge and i did it
I am over the moon (speaking of moons did u know there is a luna eclipse tonight? a blood moon hehe).
I hope you enjoy it here and thanks heaps for sharing, i know how hard it is to be open with people, but its definitely for the best, as said in earlier posts, it can help others and also motivate others.
I am always here for a chat