Season greetings to you all...
Usually when I am hungry at night, I get restless and start kicking my boyfriend in bed when we are watching TV, then he will joke around and insist that I have something to eat so he does not need to be bruised by my kicking (he also feels sorry for me etc... these are nice thoughts but then I cannot lose weight and I am happy but I am fat).
Now my recent challenges.
1) My boyfriend is talking about making spaghetti for me. I lose control when I smell spaghetti. When I say I will have spaghetti when I have lost the weight, it will be instant laugh from him and myself, as it is just so impossible that it sounds like a joke.
2) My best friend (girlfriend) is talking about noodle shops all the time. Again another temptation for me.
I know it is impossible to say no to these 2 challenges. To go half way, from now on, I will keep count and have spaghetti or noodle max once a weeks and if I do give in, have that before midday, instead of during dinner time.
Let me remind myself to be strong. I am at my fattest I have ever been...