I think I've had a whinge on here before about my troubles with eating at my parents place. (They have so much tempting food there, that I don't have at home, so when I go there it's really hard to not pick and I always always overeat when I go there!)
Well, this is gonna be much worse...
My mum called me up early this monring to tell me that my grandfather (my dad's dad) passed away overnight
So, I'm off from work very soon and off home to start getting packed up to go over there - I'll probably be there for about 4 days I think. It's going to be so hard to resist all the comfort foods!!! Last time, when my other grandfather passed away, it was an all out eating fest for me.. I just stuffed myself stupid!
I have been pretty good with my eating lately and just starting to see some results. And, I know that eating and eating is not going to make me feel any better. It is going to make me feel much worse!!! As if I wasn't upset enough already, I don't think I could handle any more upset-ness (sorry my english is not the best at the moment
What I'm doing now (don't tell the boss) is getting my eating plan sorted, and before I leave I will have everything written down. So, the pledges for me will be:
1. Stick to the plan and eat only what's written down... and, do not binge!!!!!
2. Continue filling out my food diary on here (you guys will be able to see if I've stuffed up cos it'll all be in there!)
Wish me luck, I'm gonna need it