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DD Diva wrote:Shelley I'm soooooooooo proud of you, it's sounds as though you're back in the right head space! How awesome!!!![]()
And I'm sure it's got a lot to do with having the lovely SassyT by your side, cheering you on!
Mind you, I think that both Sassy and yourself will do well, even with her hectic work schedule (which sounds brutal Sassy...you poor thing)I just know you two will be forces to contend with in this challenge!!!
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Go girls, give us all a run for our money, or weightloss wise, for our kilos??!!!![]()
ganymede wrote:DD Diva wrote:Shelley I'm soooooooooo proud of you, it's sounds as though you're back in the right head space! How awesome!!!![]()
And I'm sure it's got a lot to do with having the lovely SassyT by your side, cheering you on!
Mind you, I think that both Sassy and yourself will do well, even with her hectic work schedule (which sounds brutal Sassy...you poor thing)I just know you two will be forces to contend with in this challenge!!!
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Go girls, give us all a run for our money, or weightloss wise, for our kilos??!!!![]()
I really, really am. That reality check on the scales really put things into perspective for me. Then I kept getting so angry and annoyed at both myself and my ex because I was doing so well and blah, blah, blah. And then I decided I needed to be ME and I'm STRONG and capable and I don't need a man to escalate my self-worth. I also thought about the slight possibility that I would have to see him one last time to drop off the keys etc (hoping I can avoid it at all costs) and I kept thinking, I want to be at my very best if I do have to see him. And not because he deserves that but because I deserve it. Because he will see me thrive without him (or possibly think I'm not eating anything and serves him right!) - and even if I don't see him, I will know that things are done and dusted and I will be ahead in my journey and ready to tackle the last 15kg or so.
I know that's really silly, I should be doing this for me and me alone. But I suppose I am in a way. So I can be that happy, confident person I know I can be and do it by myself, without him. And for my future as well and for finding and being with someone else. But it all comes back to being the person I want to be and doing the journey by myself, as just me, not we. I think that is very empowering.
And it got me motivated... the fact the scales are going down so rapidly too has me very happy and determined to strip those kg's back to where I was and MORE.
ganymede wrote:Strutting my stuff is definitely my feelings right now. A sort of more mature way of saying "nana, nananaaaaaa!" to him![]()
Thank you so much Josie for always being there, always offering advise and having so much faith in me. It really makes me realise my potential if only I put my mind, body and heart into it entirely. And I'm ready, I'm beyond ready. New life starts now.
Sure, I'm still tied to "that putz" for awhile longer but contact with him has all but ceased, once the contract is finalised, I wait til the right moment, sign it then he's out of my life. And gives me confidence to know that you guys will always be there when the going gets tough (and vice versa!)
ganymede wrote:There will be MUCH strutting, I assure you!![]()
I just came back from the gym...I'm surprised my legs haven't fallen off! Finally getting back my fitness just after a few sessions which is fantastic, even got some jogging in and absolutely OWNED that exercise bike, phewf! It's Winter but I was dripping sweat! I'm excited to get those scales back down so the jogging is easier, I find it so much fun with my really motivating music, in the zone, jog, jog, jogging
I'm insane, but it's such a good feeling!
I was even a bit down and quite panicky this afternoon. Financial agreement came through for the settlement, customer abused me at work on the phone, was having heart palpitations and pangs of anxiety. So my awesome work buddy brought me up a chai latte again, he is such a championGot through the arvo and just wanted to get to the gym and burn off that nervous energy! I feel a lot better now
Still not fabulous but determined and tuckered out!
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