ganymede wrote:Gotta love those pleasant surprises! Trust me your hard work is paying off, I'm so proud of you!
Things are very slowly getting a little easier. Some days are really good, those days where "I almost feel like I'll survive this", ya know? Then there are the really dark days (like today for some reason) where life seems utterly insurmountable, I feel like the world is "rejecting me", like I have lost so much going through this and it isn't fair etc! And then my work mate brings me chai latte to cheer me up and things are a little better
As far as the separation goes, things are going about as well as can be expected. We got through a massive hurdle relatively unscathed which was a huge weight off my shoulders. I'm still extremely bitter about the entire thing though as he has really turned into a dirty, cheap scoundrel. When money is involved, people really show their true colours! But that's okay, it just solidifies the fact I don't want him in my life any more. And it hurts, yeah. I still love him, yeah. But I deserve better And I'm okay being single, I have my own hobbies to occupy my time.
Now I just need to get my weight loss back on track I've very, very excited to be back here with you Diva and with our little gang back together, we can defeat any hurdle Just need to remember this on the crappy days
And I'M PROUD OF YOU TOO!!! xx Goodness knows I couldn't have handled a separation anywhere near as well as you are, I'd have wallowed in self pity and comfort eaten my way back to my starting weight; so to have only gained a minimal amount as you have is AWESOME!!! You should be very proud of yourself considering your situation.
We're all here for you sweetie, just remember that. You're a strong woman Shelley, and I just know that once you get into the right mindset again, you will conquer those last few kilos with gusto!!!
Looking forward to the ol' Shelley coming back, gloves on ready and ready to knock down those kilos harder and faster than you can say "weight loss"!!!