ok well all things going good, except my mum brought home tea last night, and we had a special tea: kebabs and salad, and dried bread sticks with a light dip - not great but not reallyall that bad, until we got to desert (which thank god i had filled up earlier), it was a yoghurt/cream based single serve of blueberry and lemon cheese cake. i looked at the nutrient guide and it has 36g of fat per serve. i nearly died, so i filled up early and couldn't fit in desert, but it is still sitting there in the fridge, so i have decided that i will eat it, but only 2 or 3 teaspoonfuls at a time, so it should last me a few days.
and so far i am doing good, had some earlier but then filled up on water melon.
also thanks for all of your support, I AM GOING TO DO THIS!!!