Hi everyone....this forum seems to get most of my attention!!
I had an ok-ish weekend, not as bad as I was anticipating. I worked late on Friday so missed my gym class so made it up on the Saturday morning (surprised even myself!!). I was good during the day but at night we went to a BBQ where I had 3 Vodka Ruski's, 3 sausages in bread (considering I don't eat carbs after 4..???) and some chicken...no salad in sight!
Yesterday we went to the pub for dinner (after 2 fritz and sauce s/w for lunch) and I had a glass of wine but stuck to the diet and had a warm chicken salad - and even asked for the dressing on the side...what's wrong with me?!
Anyway, I got up this morning and could just feel how heavy I was and what a disaster the weekend had been. My tummy was sore and bloated....augh! Against my better judgement I weighed myself....my official weigh in day isn't supposed to be until Wednesday...but I'd lost another half a kilo. I should feel good about this, but I know weight loss and weight gain takes a few days to catch up and the loss is probably just because I worked so hard during the week. I'm worried that when I weigh in on Wednesday, the weekend is going to catch up with me and I'll have put back on.
I have the worst food guilt and it's really getting me down.
I want to lose the weight for a wedding I have on the 23rd Feb...it's my partners cousin who's getting married and the first formal 'family' function of his that I'm going to and I want to look hot.....but I'm really losing motivation and scared if I've put on on Wednesday I'm going to completely fall off the wagon...
Thank you guys for listening...everyone else would think I'm silly...I'm so glad I have you all to trun to!