I mentioned in another post that my boyfriend is going to start getting fit and healthy too (a recent decision of his). So tonight he said was his last night of being naughty so we had pizza... I was only going to eat half of mine and save the rest for tomorrow, but that plan went out the window. Then he got this giant bowl of cadbury chocolate ice cream and said it was the last of what was left and he asked me if I wanted some... so I at half of that too
I have no willpower at all and now I feel bad.
I'm moving in with him soon
but I worry about my diet because of my lack of willpower when someone else is eating something that tempts me.
So I have eaten a whole small pizza (don't let the word 'small' fool you, it was pretty big) plus a heap of chocolate ice cream.
I'm feeling really down right now and it's tempting to go and make myself throw up, but that is even more scary than overeating in the first place. I don't usually think like that, it's just tonight I'm feeling sad for no apparent reason other than what I've just done to myself.
I think maybe after everyone goes to bed I will do a few exercise dvds to make me feel better. Maybe I will go and do some pilates right now...
Sorry for the sad and pathetic rant