On the weekend I had a party. Over the past couple of days I have been snacking on the left over chocolate and lollies
I feel really bad. The whole time I was trying to convince myself that there was nothing healthy to eat in the house. Last night I resisted a little bit and had a big bowl of vegetables but about an hour later I grabed a hand full of choclate anyway :`( They arent even that good. I dont understand why I do stuff like that. I have no idea what is in my head over riding my brain. I feel like I have no will power at all. Last night I convinced myself that marinated chicken was just as healthy as grilled or steamed chicken. That doesnt even make sense. The marinade was packet with sugar and god knows what else. I am really struggling with my self at the moment. I really wish I could have a break from my own inner conflict.