Why is it so hard to say no to all the yummy temptations?
My Grandad died three days ago and I can't get back to Adelaide for the funeral. (Too hard to travel with a two year old and a 3 month old baby by myself from Karratha, via perth then on to Adelaide... what a nightmare just thinking about it!
Devon (two year old) then came down with a mystery rash and I couldn't get into the docs for a week so we had to spend half of Monday at the hospital emergency just to find out it was nothing. Thank goodness, but its still better to check these things out, especially because he had a temp of 39.2 to go with it!!!
I'm aslo waiting for confirmation from the resort where we plan to get married so I can send out the invitations and no matter how many emails or phone calls are made I cant get a definitive answer.
So stress combined with more stress led me to eat crap. Why do I do it to myself? I know i should do some excercise and make something healthy, but I just can't be bothered. Even though I said that... I can put my two kids in the car and go down to the shops and buy a packet of lollies. What the?!?!
I need to say NO and I do believe I am trying, just not hard enough. Why does stress & grief always put a spanner in the works?
I need someone to slap me around the head a bit I think!
Ok, my boys are both asleep so I can go and do a bit of a work out.... so I will. See I am trying!