I haven't been on lately and the longer I didn't come on the more I thought about just giving it all up entirely. Thank heavens I regained my sanity.
I've had a tough few weeks weight loss wise. Uni's been a crapper. The weather's been shite making exercise soooo easy to 'overlook'. I know I have put on 2kg, but didn't weigh this week out of fear/disgust of what it would show. Eating has been erratic and no matter how many times I say to myself "right, that's it, no more eating like an idiot" I STILL manage to make excuses to have that one more bit of cake etc.
I've done it up till now, just gotta get back there and it's about getting my head back in the right space. Going back to uni has stuffed me around confidence, happiness and general mental health wise.
But on a positive, the puppies (of which we will be an owner of 1 soon) are due to be born this weekend. i am hoping that this might shake things up and put things in perspective, forcing me to get my butt in gear.
35kg lost. (November 2005 - October 2006)
15kg gained again (as at October 2010).
Back to the drawing board - Let's do this thing!
"You can't change the winds, but you can change the sails"
"Reach out and take control of what lands in your lap"