I have to be careful that I don't get caught up in numbers.. I want to come clean about some of the stupid things I've done over the years to make those numbers seem ok..
1. Worn size 12 jeans until the button popped off and took a chunk of paint off the wall.
2. Vomited. (and even dumber then that I've felt like a failure at being bullimic because I hadn't ever lost weight doing it)
3. Weighed clothes on a kitchen scale and worn "lighter" clothes to a weigh in.
4. Forcibly dropped a bathroom scale so that it wouldn't read right.
5. Given blood before a weigh in.
6. Avoided drinking before a weigh in.
7. Binged straight after a weigh in, then starved for three days before.
.. think that's it...
Gee don't I sound like a nutbag. I'm not, I'm much better friends with my body nowdays, but I do steer away from numbers in general.
Just felt like being completely honest and accountable for I have done.
No more, never again that will not be me.