Hey we've all been there with the photos that make us feel horrible. But thats why we call them 'befores' right?:) I happily show mine off now like a badge of pride for having lost weight and being able to say 'see the difference?:D'
You'll get there, I think it would be helpful to post them here, but if you just cant then do hold onto them so you can use them in your before, during and after pictures which I'm sure you'll be happy to share when you've lost some weight
We're all people going through the same stuff with our appearances, we're not here to be cruel, we're here to support each other.