I picked up a journal from two or three years on the weekend and something about it really bugged me. I opened it on a page where I was writing about how I'd been worried about my weight for ten years! Now it's more like 12 or 13 years.
It's made me realise that I've got to lose this weight, once and for all... but I don't feel like obsessing over it anymore. It will happen in due course. I know what to do, I know how to do it and I will do it. But it can't and shouldn't be the key focus of my life. I've got so much great stuff going on, a wonderful husband and a beautiful family, awesome friends and co-workers, a cute little house with 2 beautiful pooches in the yard, I'm fit and healthy and have so many things to be thankful for
I may not be around here too much for a while - at the moment I just feel like it's contributing to the 'obsessing'. I'll come back and pop in when I feel ready
Best wishes xox
Just keep moving! And don't be lazy...
SW: 74.3kg - 1/1/09
CW: 71.1kg - 3/5/09