OK, so I'm back, fell off the wagon over birthdays, christmas, new year,all of that junk, and am back up over what I was before, which makes me feel ill to think about - I'm up to 135
I think this is the heaviest I've ever been.
I had an epiphany moment last week - I've started wanting to get back to 'how i used to be' when I used to go out all the time, feel sexy in what I was wearing (even though I was overweight at the time, it was never as bad as it is now.
this week I got my act together again - I made lunches for myself and my partner every day. I made an effort to get out of bed earlier and have breakfast at home, I'm drinking more water again, and dang nammit, I'm bloodywell gonna do it this time! (i know i say that every time, but this time rather'n feeling like it's a chore, I'm feeling very positive about it - and I think i needed to get to that point.
I'm (again) planning a trip overseas in October, and I would like to be looking svelt for some of the lovely people I will be seeing over there, twould make my year to get a nice reaction out of a certain one.
wish me luck, folks! it's gonna be a long damn road.
it's nice to be back.