I have just come back to WL forum after a long time away from it. I have to say I find it really hard to read this thread - it just reminds me of how many times I have started weight loss only to fail the very same day or succeed in some small measure put the weight on later.
Last time I posted, I think I was around 73kg. Now I am 78kg. The evil medication I described almost 9 months ago did make me put on weight. It was really weird, it didn't increase my appetite but it is like it stopped my stomach from talking to my brain. I would never feel hungry, but I would also never feel full so I ended up eating these ridiculous portion sizes! I havn't had to go back on it since the first two month long stint, which is fab because that medication also messes with your head, not just your stomach!
I also did end up setting a date for the wedding, after I realised if I waited until I lost weight we would never get married
I 100% expect to be fat for my wedding. But I can't help but try to loose weight again for the 1000th time, knowing how much I will hate looking back on my photos. I also dream of wearing a bikini on my honeymoon, although realisticly I expect to spend it being embarrassed at everyone seeing me in my swimmers
I wonder if the same people still hang on this forum? Time to go check out the other personal progress threads and then jump on the treadmill