So it seems I have found myself upon this forum once again. This time I hope I hope it shall be for a longer period of time. There is this feeling, this need, this want, this deep longing, to become who I am inside. I know who I want to be, I just have to find me.
Tonight I prepare for my journey. I begin to collect the important things that I need to embark, and say goodbye to all that was for it will no longer be.
I let go. There will be memories, but just that. The way things were, will no longer be. The times I have felt lost. felt down, felt misplaced, will cease.
I see freedom, empowerment, strength, a reason, fulfillment.
For every journey there are hardships. I for see obstacles, dead ends, walls, cliffs, pain.....but all build character, remake us, bring us to where we are.
Tonight, I remember, and I rest. Tomorrow I look forward and take my first steps.
I will keep this journal. A record for future events.