Hello everyone.....Im very new to this site and not sure were to start, Ive had the stomaching banding up at the FMC hospital adelaide july 2009 last year,,,I remember getting weighed in april 2009 an been 132kgs then the day of operation 119.8kgs, i got down to 103.8kgs and got alittle scared havnt been under 100kgs in such a long time gave me anixiety ( having my fat suit protecting me for such a long time from abusive husband 12yrs ) now im remarried an my new hubby loves me unconditionally but i guess what im wondering how you change the pattern??? yesterday the doctor put in 3mls getting weighed been 109.7kgs S**t I didnt want to get over the 110kgs mark when do the excuses stop, its so uncomfortable is that normal??? I dont know? is it because of anixiety?? I dont know....I feel alone I honesty dont know, Who loves feeling attractive, lumpy, gross, tired, unheathly, scared seriously no one im sure and if thats the case why cant I STICK TO THIS AN DO IT INSTEAD OF EXCUSES!!
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