Today is the day that I start working towards the body I want back. I used to 58 kgs and toned, worked out everday and watched what I ate. This will sound weak and silly and make NO mistake I blame myself: I listened to people who told me that I should eat lots more and not worry about weight, according to them I was too vain. I wish I had NOT listened...but I did
At present, I look in the mirror and I feel disgusted in myself: it looks like I have two watermelons shoved up my top and I have 2 chins, not 1!!!! When I sit down, I have something on my lap and guess what? It's my stomach! YUK!!!! My biggest fear will be faced by going to the gym, I have my calorie counting book and notebook so I can write down everything I eat.
Today's weight in: 76.2 kgs
