i've been MIA from this forum for aaaggggeees. probably almost 2.5 years i guess?
but now i'm back.
i had a baby 18 months ago. i'd put on weight before i got pregnant but lost the baby weight & a couple of extra kilos by the time my son was a few months old. i was so proud of myself. but somewhere along the way i got lazy & have put on about 8 kilos. now i'm bigger than when i got pregnant
i'm so angry with myself that i was almost under 80kg & then just steadily put on more & more weight & now i'm over 100kg. i always thought i'd never let myself get to this point. going over 100 i thought was my limit.
anyway, i would desperately love another baby but don't want to try until i get to 80kg. i had a good pregnancy (starting at about 96kg) but had gest diabetes & was limited to going to a major tertiary hospital because of my bmi. i don't want to go through that again.
i have been going to a personal trainer twice a week for a few months but my eating has still been out of control & i haven't been doing any regular additional exercise beyond those 2 sessions.
the time to get serious is right now.