time to be accountable

[Metalcharm]

Great progress! You must be very proud of yourself

[nicscraft]

well this week has prob been one of the worst weeks of my life.
but i am so happy with my self.

i now weigh 88.2kg which is a .6 loss

i have stayed quite strong with what i have eaten, had a few chocolate slip ups but to have still lost is just amazing

i also feel like crap, i have a cold, and have not been sleeping well.
so al up if i have the energy i would be jumping with joy at the scales this morning

[nicscraft]

having another crap week this week. hopefully i can sort everything out. thought i might be preg allready but now i don't think so. very disapointed. will have to wait til it starts or will test on friday just to make sure.
so emotional
need to stop eating comfort food

[Rhonda]

Big hugs

[nicscraft]

thanks Rhonda, i need that
and last night got worse, i ended up at the hospital with my dad (he's fine now) but not really what i wanted to be doing last night after the day i was having.
did a peg test this morning as i couldn't wait till tomorrow. not preg which i thought but still disapointing. oh well next month. plenty of time to try.
back on the weight loss trip now as i said before the longer it takes the more weight i can lose

[nicscraft]

well weighed in on monday and as expected i had put on back to 88.8kg
not too bad considering everything.
my moods have been all over the place and i am having trouble sleeping.
so my food choices are not always the best cos i am just so tired
i am trying very hard to get back on track and the last too days at work have not been too bad.
with any luck my body will sort it's self out and i will get my TTOM soon
it is just driving me nuts really
but on we go.

[nicscraft]

ok so had a better week than i thought
weight 87.9kg
got TTOM on friday and feel a lot less blotted
things are settling down on the emotional front as well.
so hopfully this week is a good week

[nicscraft]

so here were and are my goals

23/4 start at 95kg
30/4 be under 94kg weight 92.7kg
7/5 be under 93kg new goal under 92kg weight 91.4kg
14/5 be under 92kg new under 90.5kg weight 90.7kg
21/5 be under 91kg weight 91.5kg
28/5 be under 90kg weight 90.2kg
4/6 be under 89kg weight 88.8kg
11/6 be under 88kg weight 88.2kg
18/6 be under 87kg weight 88.8kg
25/6 be under 86kg weight 87.9kg
2/7 be under 85kg start trying to get preg
9/7 be under 84kg
16/7 be under 83kg
23/7 be under 82kg
30/7 be under 81kg
6/8 be under 80kg
13/8 be under 79kg
20/8 be under 78kg
27/8 be under 77kg
3/9 be under 76kg
10/9 be under 75kg GOAL

only a little way of my goal. so far. am not going to change my goals at this point.

[nicscraft]

so far this week i have been very good.
still not in a great place emotionally but am not turning to food as much as i was
just need to keep moving forward.

[Rhonda]

Hey mate, it’s the best we can do is to keep plodding along eventually we catch up with ourselves. How is your dad doing? Better now?

[nicscraft]

hey Rhonda,
thanks
yeah dads fine just a minor issue with no lasting effects.
it's the hyubby i want to kill lol

[Rhonda]

HAHAHA of god love them....they can be testing

[nicscraft]

lucky i do love him LOL
well this week is going well. did a sneaky jump on the scales this morning and it was 86.5kg
which means i lost 1.4kg so far this week. wow. hopefully i can keep it up i am going out for dinner tonight so i will need to be carefull what i order.

would love it if i could get close to 2 kg lost this week as it would put me closer to being on track.

and now that TTOM is over here goes for a month of trying or a least practicing to get preg LOL

[Rhonda]

Wow 1.4 sounds pretty good love you must be over the moon. I’m sure tomorrows weigh in is going to be a wonderful success; I’m excited for you.

[nicscraft]

wow look at that.
i am so happy this week with what i have been able to achieve. i have even managed to put in a little exercise.
over 10kg lost and only 11kg to go. i am 1/2 way there. in the past 2 and a bit years while i have been trying to lose weight i have now lost over 30kg and this is the lowest i have been.
i wanted to be under 80kg before trying to get preg and i am 6kg over that goal. but i am 10kg closer than when i started and that is a huge achievement. i really never thought i would see 85kg let alone 80kg but now i can see both and thats such a great feeling.



23/4 start at 95kg
30/4 be under 94kg weight 92.7kg
7/5 be under 93kg new goal under 92kg weight 91.4kg
14/5 be under 92kg new under 90.5kg weight 90.7kg
21/5 be under 91kg weight 91.5kg
28/5 be under 90kg weight 90.2kg
4/6 be under 89kg weight 88.8kg
11/6 be under 88kg weight 88.2kg
18/6 be under 87kg weight 88.8kg
25/6 be under 86kg weight 87.9kg
2/7 be under 85kg start trying to get preg 86.1kg
9/7 be under 84kg
16/7 be under 83kg
23/7 be under 82kg
30/7 be under 81kg
6/8 be under 80kg
13/8 be under 79kg
20/8 be under 78kg
27/8 be under 77kg
3/9 be under 76kg
10/9 be under 75kg GOAL

only a little way of my goal. so far. am not going to change my goals at this point.