Ok so before I tell you ladies the goss I am going to have a little vent.
...it's TTOM and my hormones are all over the place. I let old habits crawl back in. I was emotional and stressed so I took myself off to a cafe and indulged in a full-fat blueberry muffin
and a skinny hot chocolate
. I was so disgusted with myself afterwards I went for a long half hour walk in the botanical gardens. Now my poor feet are suffering because I was walking in high heels. Hahaha I must have made a sight power walking in heels and a suit
. At least I built up a sweat so I'm hoping the fat wont go straight too my bust lol
Now to the juicy part -
Sandra and Ally - I've had enough of feeling sorry and isolating myself from the outside world. So I took action and stepped back into the social scene and have met 3 nice men
I'm dating (reads just dating lol) all 3. One I met out while having drinks with friends, the other I met at a 30th birthday and the third one I've known for a while (he's actually a mate of my ex
So that's the goss. It’s getting a bit awkward finding time and juggling all 3 lol. I've told all three about the others, and not to push or expect too much, I want to be totally honest and not feel pressured to do anything. It's under my terms.
What a way to boost a girl’s confidence. After I broke up with my ex I felt undesirable and unwanted. Now, I still have my moments but I push it to the back of my mind, I focus on getting out there and living life and not being all gloomy doomy