Ok so when i said i wanted to get my ticker moving, i so did not mean upwards!
Ive had a very bad week weightloss wise (and in general) It all started on sunday with a hangover and some pizza! Normally if i get pizza i eat what i want and the boy takes the rest for lunch. Well i ended up staying home from work on monday, eating the rest of the pizza and half a box of LCM's to match and not too mention a pile of dimsims. So i think, thats ok, i'll just pick it up tommorrow, well no. I had a bit of a scare and it sent me running for the choc. I was thinking the whole time 'dont do this, it wont help' But i just couldnt stop i was so stressed. Then of course, its back into the dimsims (guess what food i like!)
I'm starting in with the negative thoughts now as ive stuggled to stick to my points for the rest of the week. I think today was the only day i havent gone over. I keep thinking i can never do this, whats the point, may as well give up. Its driving me crazy because i know better!
To add to it all ive been feeling crappy and my monthlies are due (the sooner the better to make me behave normally again) and im having trouble with my number 2's, (yuk) Needless to say im not happy with my tummy right now!
So not exactly the start i had in mind! Its weight day on sat morning so i'll see how much damage ive done then!! But i had a sneak peak tghis morning and its at 83kg, thats almost all ive lost since joining the forum!! Grr