Thanks milky and ali. My boss is actually worse than a gorrilla. Women are incompetent and non-engineers are incompetent so I'm doubley incompetent. But it's ok, because as of december I'll be the most qualified person in the office, including him, so he can kiss my dimpley ass.
And ali, yes, I agree, holding oneself accountable for what one shoves down one's gob is a good idea
But then I tend to go on a whole bend of self loathing and end up eating a whole lot of junk coz I feel that if I'm going to fail I may as well do it completely. That's me.. always the extremist. I will write down the bad things tho, thanks for the tip, it may desuade me from eating the junk at all
So far so good. i started on tuesday and both tues and wed were good days. I didn't cheat. I really really really wanted to go and have a drink after work but I didn't. Even tho i had to come home and sit by myself. Had a big row with my on again off again bf, and found a bottle of wine in the cupboard but still didn't have any. Instead I got out my book - is there anyone out there by marian keyes - and read. Any women out there who haven't read anything by this author have to IMMEDIATELY. She basically says what we all think. It's fantastic to know I'm not the only neurotic insane person in the world.
I didn't run this morning
I suck. I'm not going to make the excuse of it being too cold because I'm aware that I would have warmed up. But I am determined to do it as soooooon as I get back from work. And tomoro is my day off so I can go running on the beach. Yay (note the inching my way into sun bathing
Anyway, I think I've spoken enough to bore anyone to death reading this. Hope you all have a good day. Fight the flab!!!
PS don't you with there was some way of selling fat like hair. then you could get thin and make money