OMG tired doesn't apply to me, sometimes I can't stand it. The stare factor and always hearing another language. I have to kick that negativeness in the rear end, or is that normal?
I've been here 11 years I feel like I might not fit exactly in with Americans and I don't really fit in with Egyptians either. I think I am going through a mid-life crisis.
Can it start at 35 years of age? I think with 4 kids premature mid-life crisis might be the best way to explain the emotions I feel from time to time. Thank God it's no longer depression just a feeling like I want or need something more.
I guess that is why I am trying my hardest to lose weight, because I want more for myself and I need that personal satisfaction of accomplishing something.
Actually I live in Giza, you can't tell where Giza ends and Cairo begins I never see any signs for the cities.
My husband was saying how nice austraila is and how there is less crime and problems there. I am wondering how to go about relocating there and if I can get a good job. It's a thought I am tinkering around with, at least in au I think I might look like others, dress like others and everyone speaks English.
Do they like Americans there in general or are they as it is in Asia, Europe and Middle East, feel that Americans are loud, obnoxious, stupid, have no style and are hated? I can't help if it is a sediment that they feel that towards Americans, I blame that on our leader. That's as far as I get into politics, after that I really could care less about politics only that I can get along great with others and take care of my family. I would hate to go over there and end up homeless.
Ok so my diet today.
B: a wheat pita with 2 thin slices of beef luncheon and mustard
L: 2 wheat pitas with 2 thin slices of beef luncheon and mustard
and 1 cucumber and 1 tomato
D: 1/2 cup of rice, boiled chicken thigh/leg, and salad
1 pepsi max, and water throughout the day and just now a handful of dates.
came home and had to write an email to my aunt, msn live is so slow, don't know what happened to regular hotmail, then I had to go buy school supplies and the darn computers broke down so I waited like an hour or so in the lines. Kids need things for school tomorrow. Got back so late and I have to wake up early, but here I am typing my personal progress, I can see the bags under my eyes tomorrow.