aww don't be like that! hehe u are gorgeous
and i cannot wait to reach the weight you are at right now.
Ok. At the moment I am doing alright. Have been quite a bit moody lately (maybe cos of the new pill) and have been a bit negative as well (thanks for telling it like it is bella).
I havent been like this for a long time, last time i was, i was quite depressed and not happy at all whith who i am. Hubby also pointed out that i complain too much. So i am working on abolishing that quality.
I am quite happy with who i am. I am just unhappy with how i look. But i am changing that
I am coming to terms with the fact that the reason i am so isolated from friends now, is because i pushed them away. I didnt make the effort to keep them. I didnt make effort because i was sick of trying and failing. So many times i tried to plan things and i failed. People were too busy, bla bla bla. SO i gave up. I kinda live by a motto, not a good one at that, 'i would rather assume things won't happen, so not to get my hopes up'.
Sounds silly hey hehe. But i dont like being let down. So i stay negative ha ha but only about things that include me. I am never negative about anyone else. I guess i have faith in everything, except myself. But i am going to change that. Its not a nice place where i am right now (lifewise), and i would like to skip town
(not really, i love where i live ha ha)
I am quite determined to stay healthy. I want to eat well, and exercise. I am staying away from take away foods (except subway when i have to), chocolate, bad softdrink (anything undiet - but i am limiting diet), chips and lollies. I have pretty much gone 2months without those, so i know i can do that. I am also going to portionise my foods (i failed with that last night teehee).
The husband and I are eating alot of steamed veges
They taste great and are so low in calories
I am back into water drinking too. Drank 1.5L + yesterday and plan to do the same today.
As for exercise, well i plan on doing my high intensity interval training each night for 20mins on the treadmill, and then i will do:
2x 10 womens pushups
3x 30 crunches
2x 10 tricep dips
2x 10 weights per arm
I am pumped for all that.
Musically, my band is moving forward. We have 3 full songs now, and are adding drums very soon, and will hopefully have some kind of recording to show people. I recon we will do well. The songs are unique and my husband is such a talented guitarist and musician. He has the ability to write songs that get stuck in your head
I am really excited! We just need a drummer and a bassist hehe (we are using drum machine on comp atm)
Oh, i finally get to go to Chinchilla. My friend got married last yr in may (1 month after me) and moved out there with her (farmer) husband. I haven't been able to visit yet (had a crap car).
Now i have a new car
and i am going out there for the 27th-29th october
I cannot wait. I miss her so much. We were/are best friends. I am gunna take a zillion photos! where they live its out in the outback
which is awesome!
So yeah, thats some info about where i am right now
Thanks for letting me ramble....if i was actually speaking that to you, it would have taken me 1 second
I speak fast.....so fast that when i hear myself talking (after i recorded myself) i have no idea what i said :p
*hug* luv ya