I've been TRUELY busy with work, so I've ignored my eating habbits and never started excercising and I hate that
I received my offer from Griffith University and I'll be leaving home and going to Australia in about 3 months, my course starts in March, but Orientation is in Feb.. I am working at the time and there's a bonus coming up by the end of Feb.. and I don't know what's more important,, the bonus, which is like around 10,000 AED, or the University's Orientation... my friend is there by the way, so she'll attend the orientation for sure!
oh man, I have too many things to think of and I REALLY need to lose weight..
I wanna look 20 kgs lighter ATLEAST, I know that once am there it'll be easier for me to lose weight cuz the weather helps, and I'll be using a bike to get to places, and also I simply ALWAYS lose weight when I am abroad..
it's very hot in the UAE, and I am ALWAYS busy or too lazy to go out.. it's not like australia or europe, where you simply WALK! hmm, the weather is becoming better now though!!
BUT I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT NOW. and I am really really really freaking out!!
I've been thinnking about a gym membership, but I finish work at 5:30 pm, so I'd have to go to the gym immediately after work, which is like torture cuz am always exhausted after work..
I have a bicycle in my room, the cardio one, and I NEVER USE IT, I just stare at it all day and think about how the hell am I going to lose weight!!?
I mean, I tried losing weight so many times before, I lose weight then I gain it back.. I gained 20 kgs over 1 year only.. that's really hard.. I need to lose those 20
and this is totally random, but I kinda miss having a boy friend..
ok,, I really am freaking out..
PS: I wrote this in a hurry, and I just don't know what I wrote!! HELP!!!!