Well I have a huge week ahead and thought I would just jot it down to calm my nerves alittle.
Tommorrow is my last day at work, was suppose to be Friday but thats when my bil funeral is so I got to take the day off and I am taking Thursday off to plan a few things for the funeral etc, so its going to be a interesting day, especially seeming I havnt been nack since last Thursday because of my bil.
Then so Friday is the funeral which is going to be a huge emotional day and then on Monday next week I start my job, I am so nervous now but its (I am going to make it) a great freash new start to my life.
I am going to then start watching what I eat as I think I have to much on my plate until next week to worry about my eating and I am also giving up smoking. I been doing really well, I have cut back alot which is a start. I need to stop as the pic of my bil when he was nearly dead has freaked the sh!t out of me.
Anyway thanks for listening, love yas