Well I wondered into work yesterday arvo feeling pretty good about myself because I had done really well with my run that day and walked up the 6 flights of stairs feeling less puffed than usual and had refused cake when having coffee with my friend and there was a lovely big box of choccies for the nurses in the office for us to eat that arvo CRAP
!- I had to avoid them with all my strength because I cant stop at 1 so I didnt want to start at all, I then had to go to an inservice and the first thing she did was give us a heap of lollies ARH
! and again I had to physically hold myself back because I cant stop at one. And then my pt that I was nursing was discharged so I went to emergency to help out there and I had been there an hour and in wanders the ward clark with a whopping great yummy looking cheese board full of rich creamy cheeses WTF
!! I pinched some cheese, but only a small piece
I went home last night tired from having to use so much bloody will power!!!!!!!!
I think the gods are against me