I know i dont know you well, but my thoughts are certainly with you. I have a lot of exerience with funerals, i can understand how hard it must be for you to put those thoughts and feelings into the 'right' words. Take your time, it will come, if your really stuck you could ask your funeral director for advice. If you find their suggestions too general, you could write about how much she loved text messages! Sometimes i love you is enough. But if theres a lot of things you want to say, write her a letter. Might sound silly, but it might help. Dont be afraid of your feelings, let them out, scream if you have to. Do whatever feels right.
Sounds like im preaching doesnt it. Take care of yourself in the coming days, my thoughts are with you.
Highest Weight - 93kgs
Current Weight - 68.3kgs
Goal Weight - 65kgs
The wise man Stephen King once said - The only way to go on, is to go on. To say 'i can do this' even when you know you cant
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