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oostevens wrote:SO where does this leave me? It leaves me, every night, at home, on the comp, chatting to online friends, which seem to be all i have
oostevens wrote:well had a bit of a crappy crap crap night.
Realised again how much i am alone. Although I am married and i love my husband, i miss girl company.
My friends from the past. Where are they? my closest is 4hrs away (she married a farmer), my 2nd closest now ignores me, apparently her husband and herself are more important. My school friends? they are all at uni and busy with no free time. Work mates? will be only work mates. The other close couple that we use to hang with (my hubbys best mate) seem to be too busy with their other friends.
SO where does this leave me? It leaves me, every night, at home, on the comp, chatting to online friends, which seem to be all i have got.
Now that's cool, but real life friends? they are just a tad diff.
I am 22, i never go out, and i have no friends.
Now don't get me wrong, i recon i am a great gal, i am funny, weird, and i have lots of interests, music, sport, movies etc.
So what am i doing wrong? Why don't people want to stick around? and how do i fix this? how do i find people? maybe i should write an ad, lol but then i would look like a hopeless loser :s which i am not.
If only I could go back, and put more effort into my friends. If i was to die, who would be at my funeral? my family...thats about it. How sad!
I am worried my life will pass by and i will miss out on having fun, being young, and friendships that should last forever.
sorry about my complaining lol i guess its my fault i am where i am now, i just dont know how to fix it, i am not the most confident people and i still suffer from low self love.
well....yeah....thats the way the cookie crumbles :p
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