Firstly WhAT A JERK! God aren't guys wankers sometimes???
MAKES ME SO MAD! *takes a deep breath*
Secondly, you cant starve yourself mate...I think if you want to be able to keep it off for life, then you need to change how you think about and relate to food (and yourself for that matter) its SUCH a hard thing, and as you know Im in therapy for the same thing (although bingeing, not starving) if you starve to lose the weight, as soon as you start eating their is a very high possibility that you will gain the weight back again, which is certainly not what you want!
have you considered perhaps having a chat to your gp, or looking into some kind of counselling? Or even a dietician? You want to nip this in the bud now, dont allow it to become an eating disorder hun
You are worth this. You really are.You deserve to lose this weight in a healthy way and to achieve your goals, you dont want to develop nasty habits that can be VERY hard to kick later on down the track (speaking from personal experience
(((HUGS))) to you