I'm really confused just now. Can someone give me some ideas about what's happening?
I keep putting on weight. Like, not just a little bit, but really quickly. I weighed myself this morning - 112.1. That's 2.5kg in 12 days. Now I know I can't loose that much in that amount of time, so how can I gain that much?
To make things worse, I haven't been eating that badly. I really haven't. True, I haven't expected to loose any weight over the past few days, but I really haven't expected to gain any. Last holidays, I was eating worse and moving less, and I gained 0.4 over more than 3 weeks.
I have been eating badly. A bit of slice here, and handful of nuts there, even a bowl of icecream, twice. But I am DEFINITELY eating less than I was at this time last year. FOR SURE. There is no question in my mind about that. But I'm also pretty certain I didn't put on THAT much weight last year, either! Sure, I wasn't paying attention, but I mean, I don't think I've ever been above 120kg. I certainly didn't loose any weight before I started trying, anyway. So I can't have gained that much either, can I?
I don't know, I'm really confused. Coupled with a bad streak (I start out the day good, and by the end my resolve is in tatters), I really feel like rubbish at the moment. But even on the days when I do better, even good, I still gain weight. I'm really starting to feel hopeless here.
Does anyone have any ideas? How could I gain that much???