So I am thinking that right now I am looking okay, with some nice muscles forming in my arms and my shoulders looking taut. Had a look at the xmas video and man I still look fat! Does the camera really add weight because my muscles that I think I have are nowhere in sight and I HATE the way I looked
Another question, do you think that the opposite censored appreciates someone who works out, takes care of themselves and looks good? I am asking because if I see a buff looking guy, I have a perve (happily married here but loves a peek!!) and I think he must take care of himself and I admire that. I would really love for guys (hubby included) to look at me and think, she is hot, she must be fit, so my inspiration is Jillian Michaels from The Biggest Loser, she is the same height as me but when I think of her I think how strong she looks and I want that.
Anyway enough rambling, its new yrs eve I have had a few as you can tell (hiccup). Best wishes to you all and thanks so much for the support here, I appreciate it