I was the same every time I tried to loose weight or excersice something always went wrong, I started to think I was sabotaging myself on purpose
and I always gave up so easily.
Since joining Sureslim in April 05 I have never felt so good and positive that I will succeed this time
I did think about Lapband but I am a woose and couldn't bring myself to do it and I also tried Reductil but I found after the first week or 2 it wasn't doing anything plus it was very expencive about $120 per packet. If you are looking at either of these as a quick and easy way to loose weight believe me they won't be. They will still require you to put some effort into making them work.
I think you have to really have look at those resonds you mentioned as to why you want to loose weight and decide if you want to be a victim or do you want a life you are happy with. It is not easy but believe me when you start to see those kilo's coming off you get such a momentum going, your on a roll so to speak (LOL)
I hope you don't think I'm unfeeling and to hard on you but I do understand, I have been there and we are the only ones that can do this for ourselves. This weightloss journey we are on is not just to loose weight but will become our whole way of life.
Good Luck with what you decide but remember that this is what this forum is for, to talk about how you feel and to support each other.